updates*

Havent blogged for awhile, been busy & been sick alot.
Wells i've been sick three times this whole summer, so this summer pretty much suckd for me.
but im getting all better now, &&& finally can strt chillin again. && thats why i havent been on myspace & on here alot. wells i been on myspace & twitter with my phone alot, since i was stuck in bedd.

wells what else has been goin on? wells babe has been back since tha 9th, && got to chill with himm alot, && went over to his house tha day i was super sickk, frick wrong decision to go there that day, cos i didnt knw i'd get more sick. but than i did. but im glad he took care of me & i slept over there that day so then he took care of me that whole day:) he made me soup, and brought be orange juice & he even fed me lol. cos i was super weak & i felt like fricken throwing up everytime i move and everytime i open my eyes i felt dizzzy. so he had to carry me and help me. lol

hmms, wells after that i stayed home alot to get better, and when i strted getting better i went to play bball with babe, then omg. haha i realized i wasnt at all better yet, omg i shot a couple baskets & after i felt so sick. i felt so dizzy & i felt like fainting, like i knw i wasnt dehydrated cos i was drinking water, i was just sickk. so damn, that wasnt funn at all. but after i stayed home alot again, then i got better, & went pearls cos i wanted to buy my jordans, but i ended up buying nikes airs instead cos was cheaper & cos i wanted to buy something else, haha. ill buy jordans next time i guess? maybe. lol if im still into it.

wells now, im getting better. like way way better. still sick, still feel ekkk. but waay better.
i went to get a physical on friday of last week, & tha doctor said im doing goood. i lost 28 pounds, so like blood pressure and all that all went down, so frikken happy. i still have a long way to go, cos i wanna loose like another 30 pounds haha! but yuh atleast im looosing, not gaining. & this past friday, i went to get shots. & then today went to get my blood drawn, OUCH! that fucken guy had to poke me 3 times cos he couldnt find my vain, shit. i was like so NOT relaxed. but anyways, after that we went home. thenn at around 11 we went pearls. then went back home & kuya jayr & brenda & ryan was there. brenda and kuya ryan was fishing, haha. so then we all fished but i got bored cos i wasnt catching nawthing, so i decided to go with my mom. we went dwntwn & thennn, costco. & get tha licssence plate for the car. dens went home, wen BBQ with tha cousins & fish some more. andd thenn went to pick up my dad, went home, chilled with tha cousins. && now im on this, fricken tryin to stay up. BEACH tomorrow with tha cousins, chris, brenda, ryan, eden,arnel, noel,cora, keyse, brendon, junyahh,jazzy,shyna. & idk whu else goin, but excited cos i miss da beach, havent been to tha beach since last month. & i never even swim that time. i hope ill swim this time. but idk cos i dont wanna get dark. AHAHA. okayy wells about to stop this before i start talking about other unnesscarsy things. okayy bye