YESSSUHH! CANT WAIT TIL HE GETS BACK.
I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL HIM, THIS MONTH WAS THA LONGEST MONTH I'VE HAD
TO ACTUALLY GO THROUGH COS BEING WITHOUT HIM WUHS HARRD. I DONT KNW HOW I COULD DO IT BEFORE WHEN WE BROKE UP FOR ALIL OVER THAN A MONTH,
BHUT I GUESS THAT WAS WHEN I WAS IMMATURE & STUPID...NOW I KNW THAT
IM IN LOVE WITH CHRISTOPHER & I CAN GARENTEE YOU THAT ILL BE SPENDING THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM. HE'S THE ONE I WANT TO BE WITH FOREVER AND FOREVER AND FOREVER AND FOREVER & EVER! I DONT EVER WANNNNUH LOOSE HIM, && I SURE HOPE I WONT! BHUT THIS MONTH MADE ME REALIZE HOW IT WOULD BE LIKE AND FEEL LIKE IF HE LEFT ME, & I DONT LIKW IT ONE BIT! I DONT WANNA GO THROUGH THIS EVERR AGAIN! AFTER THIS EXPERIENCE I KNW THAT I'LL BE MUCH BETTER TO HIM & SPEND EACH DAY THAT WE HAVE TOGETHER COS' YOU NEVER KNW WUHHH WILL HAPPEN THA NEXT DAY. & GOD FORGIVE ME FOR SAYING THIS, BHUT YOU MAY BE ALIVE ONE DAY, BUT GOD MIGHT TAKE YOU THA NEXT. & THIS IS SOMETHING I DNT WANNNUH THINK ABOUT COS I DONT WANNNUH LOOSE CHRIS AT ALL. I WANNNUH SPEND THA REST OF MY DAYSZ WITH HIMM & ONLY HIM. && I PROMISED HIM THAT I'LL NEVER EVER HURT HIM AGAINNN & I WILL KEEP THAT PROMISE NOW, 1 YEAR FROM NOW, 10 YEARS FROM NOW, & WHENN WERE UP IN HEAVEN. ILL ALWAYS KEEEEP ALL MY PROMISES THAT I PROMISE YOUU & I WONT LET YOUU DOWNN BABE! I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHH!
I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL HIM, THIS MONTH WAS THA LONGEST MONTH I'VE HAD
TO ACTUALLY GO THROUGH COS BEING WITHOUT HIM WUHS HARRD. I DONT KNW HOW I COULD DO IT BEFORE WHEN WE BROKE UP FOR ALIL OVER THAN A MONTH,
BHUT I GUESS THAT WAS WHEN I WAS IMMATURE & STUPID...NOW I KNW THAT
IM IN LOVE WITH CHRISTOPHER & I CAN GARENTEE YOU THAT ILL BE SPENDING THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM. HE'S THE ONE I WANT TO BE WITH FOREVER AND FOREVER AND FOREVER AND FOREVER & EVER! I DONT EVER WANNNNUH LOOSE HIM, && I SURE HOPE I WONT! BHUT THIS MONTH MADE ME REALIZE HOW IT WOULD BE LIKE AND FEEL LIKE IF HE LEFT ME, & I DONT LIKW IT ONE BIT! I DONT WANNA GO THROUGH THIS EVERR AGAIN! AFTER THIS EXPERIENCE I KNW THAT I'LL BE MUCH BETTER TO HIM & SPEND EACH DAY THAT WE HAVE TOGETHER COS' YOU NEVER KNW WUHHH WILL HAPPEN THA NEXT DAY. & GOD FORGIVE ME FOR SAYING THIS, BHUT YOU MAY BE ALIVE ONE DAY, BUT GOD MIGHT TAKE YOU THA NEXT. & THIS IS SOMETHING I DNT WANNNUH THINK ABOUT COS I DONT WANNNUH LOOSE CHRIS AT ALL. I WANNNUH SPEND THA REST OF MY DAYSZ WITH HIMM & ONLY HIM. && I PROMISED HIM THAT I'LL NEVER EVER HURT HIM AGAINNN & I WILL KEEP THAT PROMISE NOW, 1 YEAR FROM NOW, 10 YEARS FROM NOW, & WHENN WERE UP IN HEAVEN. ILL ALWAYS KEEEEP ALL MY PROMISES THAT I PROMISE YOUU & I WONT LET YOUU DOWNN BABE! I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHH!
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