I can't believe its only 12 more days til you come back home:) yay! hehe. I miss you so muchh! & in 2 days, its ganna be our 22 months:) i cant believe that we made it this far. after all the fights, jealousy, cheating, & lies. we are still here & holding on. I just wanted to let you knw again, that I REGRET cheating on you & lieing to you all those times. I was stupid back then, now i realize that i love you. From being with you, I've realized that were a perfect fit & that i matured more since 2 years ago. being with you made me realize that i can be a better person & that i dont have to act different to make you happy. I wasnt so religous back then, but now cos' of you i pray everynight. I pray because i love how i turned out, becos of you.I pray because i dont want to loose you, & i pray becos' i realized that life is very important & also my family & friends. you made me realize alot of things that i didnt care about 2 years ago. I was seriously goin the wrong path, & you knw everything that i've done before, & now i've sacrificed the old me, into this new person that you made me become. Thiers still some stuff that will always be me, & cant change like my personality & my attitude but you knw that wont ever change. you made me become a better person, a better girlfriend, & now look at me. If you looked at how i was before, doin drugs, smoking, drinkin nonstop, & other really bad things i've done...look at me now, I STOPPED ALL OF THOSE THINGS, becos of you. & i thankyou for that. I'm glad that you helped me out throughout these 2 years that we'
ve been together. I've knwn you for a really
really long time, probably like 6 years or more cos' i knew you from jason them, but we never used to talk. & i never imagined being with you nor even talking to you. for some reason 2 years ago, a click between us happened & i guess this was a sign from GOD. I thank god every day for giving me a special gift, which is to be able to love someone more than i love myself, he gave me the gift of finding your ONE TRUE LOVE. i believe that you are my one true love. it took four years for us to realize that we belong together but now that we're old enough, im finally living my dream that i've always asked for as a child. I remember asking for my one true love when i was a little girl, like 7 years old when i used to watch those movies & i just wanted to have someone like that. Not everyone finds their one true love, maybe just a spouse that you do love, but its not their true love. I knw that your my true love. Im glad that it was you, becos' theirs so many things that I can say to you, & after these 2 years i can finally say that i proved all my friends wrong. We used to fight every day, & arguee everywhere. That last fight we had, was really an eye poppper. it made me realize so much things. now, we havent fought at all. We both changed in this relationship, you used to be so bad to me, treated me wrong all the time & i used to the the jealous one & tha lier. Now, look. we aint any of those. you treat me soooo goood now! even though the begginging of our relationship was rocky, like all those fairytales, your in love at first, then you hate that person, then you two fall in love & that spark just hits. thats how i see our relationship, its just this is real and not a fairytale. I promise you my heart&mylove ALWAYS & FOREVER;)
ve been together. I've knwn you for a really really long time, probably like 6 years or more cos' i knew you from jason them, but we never used to talk. & i never imagined being with you nor even talking to you. for some reason 2 years ago, a click between us happened & i guess this was a sign from GOD. I thank god every day for giving me a special gift, which is to be able to love someone more than i love myself, he gave me the gift of finding your ONE TRUE LOVE. i believe that you are my one true love. it took four years for us to realize that we belong together but now that we're old enough, im finally living my dream that i've always asked for as a child. I remember asking for my one true love when i was a little girl, like 7 years old when i used to watch those movies & i just wanted to have someone like that. Not everyone finds their one true love, maybe just a spouse that you do love, but its not their true love. I knw that your my true love. Im glad that it was you, becos' theirs so many things that I can say to you, & after these 2 years i can finally say that i proved all my friends wrong. We used to fight every day, & arguee everywhere. That last fight we had, was really an eye poppper. it made me realize so much things. now, we havent fought at all. We both changed in this relationship, you used to be so bad to me, treated me wrong all the time & i used to the the jealous one & tha lier. Now, look. we aint any of those. you treat me soooo goood now! even though the begginging of our relationship was rocky, like all those fairytales, your in love at first, then you hate that person, then you two fall in love & that spark just hits. thats how i see our relationship, its just this is real and not a fairytale. I promise you my heart&mylove ALWAYS & FOREVER;)
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