Day 6:

Its day 6; mayn today i havent missed him that much. but now; im listening to this song "say it" && im starting to thinkk about him agian. Im starting to miss him so much now. Urghs; i miss him alot. but its still a long time til he comes back. I couldnt stand a long distance relationship its mahhjahh hard. i could never have a long distance relationshipp cause ill miss him too much, thank god he's comming back. I just hope nothing happens to him there. That is why i pray everynight. Wells he called me last night at around 949; but we only talked for 5 mins cause my phone card rang out alreadyy. SUCKS; but i got a new phone card today. but we used like 5 mins already so prolly only get like less than 20 mins left now. & today he called when it was around 230 here; i miss him so muchh && even more when i hear his voice; thats whyy i dont want him calling everyday cause plus im ganna be thinking about you too muchh & when i should be having funn & another thing is i dont have phone cards only this last onee. so yeah; i cant spend like 100 bucks on phone cardd for this month just talk to himm. so thats why; i told him just call like middle of this comming week no need everyday. i wanna talk to himm; but i cant. thats just it; sucks. but ohwells. i just gatta stand it righht? Yes. im right. i misss him so muchh & i still have trouble sleeping at night because we always sleep on the phone together, every night. UNLESS; we have a HUGEEE ASS fightt. then NO; but usually its every single night we stay on the phonee. & i miss that. once he comes back immm ganna go see him atleast the next day cause i think he's ganna be here at night when he comes backk. so hopefully july 10th; i can see himm; unless he'll be busy then i guess the 11th. but today he told me babe, dont worry. When i come back the next day we'll see each other promise. So i hope so. anyways yeahh i couldnt even hear him say ILOVEYOU when we got off cause i said okay iloveyou the call ganna end soon; & right there it endedd so i couldnt hear hiim say iloveyoutoo, i felt so down. but what can i do? i wanted to call back but thats just ganna make me think about him way too muchh...

wells its about 820 here; & im hella bored. i guess imma go out? idk. imma do somethingg.
BYEEEE;)