Day 3:

Its day three since babe left. well i was getting better this morning, && wasnt thinking too much about him. then he called around 1220pm & once i saw choke numbers i answered it right away, once i heard his voice, i started to cry. Like ballin out. we could only talk for 5 mins. Sucks. I missed him so much; && i want him to come home already. it sucks like hell. after talking him; i felt so sadd cause i missed him so much & he wasnt here for me to talk too atleast. I've never missed anymore this much. after talking to him, when we got off. I just started to cry even more. hearing his voice was good but it made me miss him even more. && i just wish that we could talk more. but idk when he'll call again. cause the phone he used, the mom dem bought it for all of them to use in case they get lost or something. so they all have to share it. it sucks cause i miss him so much && i cant even talk to him. I wish he was here, cause everytime i feel like this hes always there. but now he's not. now i know i wont ever handle having a husband in the army or something; I JUST MISS him so dang muchh. URGHHHS;( i feel like crying againnnn-